1/12/2025
miss queer st. louis
twenty twenty-five yeah,
i freak out in bars
out of bars —
this is a regular's stool
(threshold)
(ashcan)
(women singing to nothing):
"not gonna give me my che-mo-therapy ..." "my heart will go on ..."
nothing nice to say —
do you hear me crying "noch ein wohl,"
uterine & historical?
my city communing, self-in-hand?
or fingers snapped for perfect womanhood?
i guess we both had something to disdain that night
27-29/11/2025
ease with the world and others
reels me in stupid
cartoon cat to pied window ledge.
your compliment's slap
your enemies listed.
3.5 this week. spiraled down both of you come
night.
she was
terrified. children
oracular and grieving
not crying,
collecting
debts unpaid to nature.
blue-eyed palanquins circling everything fake
maría negroni: "hay mundos | que no favorecen | los hechos"
25/11/2025
all morning in the little bed in the little room. most drugs consumed yesterday. ended relationship with coworker. going to get on top of the other girl and make her say things to me in spanish. everything leads back eternal: orchi or pussy?
greer lankton's sketchbook entry: "If you can | be | a women [sic] | at | 20 | can you | at | 60"